Hi mom. It's me. We haven't "spoken" since last Friday. I've been thinking about you, taking about you and missing you a ton. Dad and I just moved the boys out to the living room for the last time on this trip. That has worked out so well!
We had a great visit with Dad and were able to stay a few extra days due to bad weather in NJ. I know you would have been so excited to have 2 extra days with the boys!
It is really tough to leave this year. I always hate going home, leaving you guys in FL and getting back to the real world but even more so this year. I've been telling myself for a month that after Florida, I'll get back on track, back into a routine and moving forward. But just looking at the calendar tonight for next week was so over whelming! I know it's something that I need to do, I'm just not sure I can right now.
I went shopping yesterday after Bruce, the boys and I went to Perkins for lunch. Spent about 2 hours at Beall's. I missed you. I kept hearing you say "Let me hold that for you." I bought a couple of cute things... Things that will hopefully help motivate me to get back in shape.
After Beall's, I went to Anthony's to return the bathing suit bottom that you bought in November. That was hard... Really hard to do. I would so much rather have seen you wear it to the pool. Even just being in Anthony's without you was tough. I know how much you loved it there and how you liked their clothes.
I could go on and on and on but it's getting late and we have a long day ahead of us tomorrow. I wish so much that you were here with us this trip. Not just in our minds and hearts but really here. I'll love you forever! Good night!
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