Two Years Ago

Hi Mom!  It's me.  Just checking in.  It's been a little while since I wrote.  I can hear you say "Are you mad at me?" :-)  Not at all...not ever!  I've had a couple of tough days this week, especially Wednesday.  I'm not really sure why but I didn't even want to get out of bed.  I almost skipped boot camp but I didn't and I'm glad that I went (both Wednesday and today).  It is hard to believe that just 2 years ago this week, you and Dad were buying the house at Indian Creek.  I still remember how happy you were when you were talking about it and when we went to see it for the first time.  I'm so glad that you were able to enjoy it there with him for at least one winter.  I wish you guys had decided to buy something sooner but then you wouldn't have bought that house and that one is just perfect!  Right down to the depression glass dishes.
I've been missing you like crazy, feeling overwhelmed with everything and this winter that just won't end.  We finally had a couple of nice days this week and I'm hoping the temps in the 30s are gone for this year.  The boys have been pretty good and super sweet when they know I'm upset or having a tough day.  Evan has been drawing me all sorts of pictures.  The other night when I was putting Logan to bed, this was our conversation:

Me: I love you
Logan: I love you little bit
Me:  What did you say
Logan: I love you, little tiny bit (making a teeny tiny space between his fingers)
Me: I love you, little tiny bit or lots, lots, lots?
Logan: Lots, lots, lots
Me: Who loves you little tiny bit?
Logan: Gramma!
Me: No buddy, Gramma loves you lots, lots, lots!!

It was adorable!  He is just something else.  You should see him dance to Uptown Funk...and sing...It's priceless.

I guess that's it for now.  There so much more that I want to say but I can't seem to find the words right now.  I think about you all the time...wishing for just a bit more time, one more phone call, one more lunch date...one more minute!  I love you!