Over the last year, I have been wondering what the future of the blog would be. I had a terrible time maintaining it last year. (I currently have most of July-December to update and post-date.) I don't want to abandon it all together because I like having the record of the experiences that we share with the boys but it has become quite overwhelming as it currently is.
Lately, I have been writing...A LOT! Most of the posts have been about losing my Mom and the struggles that I have had as a result. I have been hesitant to post some of the pieces...they are raw and emotional, they are deeply personal. I don't know if this is the right place for them or not but I don't know where else to put them. Last night I sat down and wrote One Month Without You Here and One More Thing. Then today I wanted to tell Mom a cute story about Evan and Logan so I sat and wrote it down immediately. I titled it "Chats with Mom"...
Maybe this will be my new direction. A way to "talk" to my Mom and tell her all of the cute things the boys say and do and all of the things that would make her laugh, smile and be so proud of the little guys she loved so much. I'm not 100% sure but things are changing so it seems like an appropriate time to make a change like this.
This video is from this afternoon when Logan, out of the blue, said "I want to say I love you Gramma." Couldn't say no to that!
As always, thanks for reading!
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